I'm so very sorry

I am really touched that you guys were so concerned, and I am so very sorry I didn't come with an update sooner, and I am sorry that I caused any concern or upset. I meant to come with an explanation, but it's been one thing after another and I also dreaded coming back with excuse after excuse. I think I'm blog cursed. It started off with getting the news that one of my very good friends is moving. The move was supposed to take place in January, which sucked, but at least gave us a good chunk of time together. Then she got a job offer, and they want her now, and with the economy like it is... Well. It went from January to the end of the month. Her son is my son's best friend, so it's kind of a double whammy. Then, I don't know if any of you remember last year when I wrote that my brother was in some legal trouble. I didn't get in to it too much, and I won't now either, but basically we were told the charges were dropped and it was over. Well, we got news this month that charges were refiled. Again, I don't want too (and really don't even know if I'm allowed or if it would be smart too) get into it, but it's very serious, and a very scary time. Then for fun, my father in law ended up back in the hospital. He's in heart failure. Which is not really a shocker. And because that's not enough to deal with, Cayden is having a very hard time lately. I'm guessing it's because he's picking up on the things going on around him, but he's been very difficult, and he doesn't want to be away from me. He's been trying to refuse to go to school, and he's been waking in the middle of the night crying. There are some smaller issues mixed in as well - my other best friend and I are fighting, my husband lost 60 dollars this week which screws our weekly budget, which while isn't the end of the world, isn't something I want to deal with. I don't know when I'll be back. Hell, I don't know IF i'll be back. I'm so very sorry, I didn't want to do this to you guys again, but when it rains, it pours, right? Again, I'm sorry if I worried anyone. Physically we're all OK, it's just mentally I'm at capacity right now. I'm hoping to write (for fun, to de-stress) soon, so all I can suggest is to periodically check back, and again, I am so sorry, but I do appreciate the love and good wishes <3

I had hoped to have a new post up by now, but it has been an interesting week. Cayden bit someone at school on Tuesday, so we dealt with that (I think he did it because the neighbor kid bit him twice in two days prior to this incident.) We've also been attempting to get the boys to sleep in their own beds in their own room - which tonight it took about 3 hours to get Eli to go to sleep - which is my writing time. Basically it's a mess, and I'd like to promise a post up for tomorrow, buutttttttttttt Cayden hit someone at school today and I'm thinking I'll probably pull him out of school for tomorrow and keep him home (he went from being at home all day every day to going to school 4 days a week, and with how often he's acting out, I'm wondering if it's too much and he's just tired and needs a break.)

Jeremy is off Saturday so I'm hoping at the very least to stay up late and be able to bang out a post tomorrow night. Sorry guys!